Audie

Now you know what "PaP" means
But I guess you might be wondering about the "Audie"
(Orrrrrr maybe you don't care-whatever that's cool too :'D )
Yes, I will be using emojis on this blog
Basic white girl for the win

We are just gonna pretend that didn't happen because I couldn't figure out how to add emojis
*checks to see if anyone is still reading*

Audie means "old friend"

An old friend saved me long ago with her written words
She taught me that sometimes people can understand
And while it must be hard it also must get better

So, this is for you A
PaP loves you

P.S. I'm also realizing it kind of sounds like "odd" ......so that's fun *insert monkey covering its eyes emoji if I knew how to do that sort of thing*

Pen and Person

Reader be aware
Objects on paper are generally happier than they appear

 now that we have that taken care of...

The girl you meet in pen is different than the girl you meet in person
I am the pen and the person
Neither is a lie
just as neither is the full truth
Two halves to my (almost) whole 

The person is 
fun
outgoing
talkative
happy
That is really me 

The pen is 
unpredictable
pained
mournful
distressed
That is really me 

The person is worried the pen will be feared
But the pen allows the person to be who she really wants to be
that is something to be celebrated!
not feared



I am the Pen and the Person 

~PaP